I dreamt
I saw you once more
Sunburnt
Tears rimming your eyes
Saying, “Sorry…”
As we turned to watch on film
A story
I’d seen you in before
But could not recall
And when I turned to ask
Your name
You were gone
I was born knowing
Everything, save why
This knowing, a knife,
Sharp and unwieldy,
Was held at the will
Of higher powers
Over the crown
Of pithless victim
Hanging by their threats
Of the yes
Spoken to my years of knowing
Everything save when
The dawning of each déja-vu
Would break my vow again
To find me falling
From grace
Once more…
Only time could make space
For new hope within fate
To race light years ahead
On paths
Both strange and unknowable
Past collapse, to extend
Crushing past, to portend
That the lens of your loss
Would make sense of its cost
In the skies
Far away, and immutable
How upturned dream and thought
Could imagine a spot
Long…
She goes down as the finest Tequila
Her elixir, euphoric regret
Both journey and destined amnesia
Though the former, I cannot forget
Sworn to swallow her beauty tomorrow
With an illness that burns like an age
Coming up, oft and on
True oxymoron
Both captive and free
I still choose the journey
Through this youth that I’ll lose for what’s…